Oceans of encouragement

Today is one of those days when am trying to get my praise and prayer on but for some reason I can’t connect. Have you ever felt like that? I want an ocean of encouragement a hug 🤗 and so much love to tell me you gat this! I long for a spring/Ocean/ sea of encouragement. Makes me understand how addicts are trying so hard to leave the habits that they created but keep falling back down and the down hits so hard that it almost feels hard to get up. How can one live with out the saving blood of Christ. How can one think they can walk the journey of life without a loving shepherd? The realities of this life can hit hard but only Christ Jesus can help you absorb the shock. As I sit in hospital, thinking about the many times I have tried and fallen short on my health growth plan makes me understand that I could never have done it alone. I needed soooo much discipline and help from Christ Jesus. How could have I kept my shepherd from this Journey? I keep thinking it could have been worse am tempted to think am alone but I know his mighty army of angels surrounds me as a shield 🛡. The Lord cares about me so much that he shall not allow the enemy to steal from me. As I start on a new journey I hope I will be that spring/ocean/sea of encouragement to those that cannot find their voice in prayer. To those that are knocked off balance by past choices. To those that have fallen face down. To those that have hit rock bottom. To those that can’t see their worth. To those that are alone. To those that fall back into the addiction, my father is a very loving father and a very very good shepherd he will not let His children stumble. Even as we go through the valley of the shadow of death we shall not fear because his Rod and staff they comfort us. He is a very good shepherd he will get us home safely.